Day 122 - Retro

Busy Day so going point form like the past.

1) Wisdom
2) The gift of friendship
3) My Health
4) Meeting new people
5) Finding new respect for my wife.

Day 122 - No Greater Love

I was listening to Charles Stanley today on the radio to his "No Greater Love" sermon and was reminded about a study I did on Jesus. Of course like all Christians, I am a work in progress and constantly looking to improve my behaviour and conduct to reflect the will of the father. Like most people I am very familiar with the line from the Bible, "No greater love hath a man than he lay down his life for a friend." Two things jumped out at me during my study. One I am Jesus' Friend. Which means the Lord of the universe, who spoke the world and all creation into existence and is larger than I could ever fathom, loved me enough to die for me. Pause. Can I say "WoW" even backwards "WoW," now that is a friend.

The second thing; just as awesome, hit me square in the face. Who do I proclaim to Love and yet won't even give them a few minutes of my time, a call back or kind word. So the question here that begs an answer is do I truly know what love is. So I dug into the Bible; the source of all truth, and searched, both it and myself some more. And discovered; as Charles Stanley's message states, God's love is not like ours. This truth hurts; because it points to our failure to measure up. Like all convicting truth, it means we must recognize our error, subdue our pride and change. Unlike our conditional love, his is a sacrificial love; however, this love can be taken on by followers of Christ through the Holy Spirit. It is not a question of if you have this spiritual gift , but if you have the humbleness to exercise it. Loving this way means putting yourself aside for the good of others.

I am just like everyone else when it comes to change, SLOW. But at least I am changing and by God's grace as painlessly as possible. To those I do not show this kind of love to, I apologize and ask forgiveness. Please remember I too am under construction and require God's Grace, Love and Mercy.

Day 121 - Complain

Complain, complain, complain. Sometimes I am surrounded by them, sometimes I am the source. Grumbling can become a regular behaviour that can erode your daily life. The key to staying positive is to give thanks for the things that appear to be weighing you down. My family is very large and April is a perhaps the busiest time of the Year for gatherings. There are a ton of Birthdays, Anniversaries and of course Easter. Running from place to place can be sometimes taxing. It is when I am most tired when grumbling can begin. But let me tell you, no amount of grumbling can wipe of the smile that comes when seeing your family having fun and enjoying each others company. Seeing kids laugh and play reminds me of when I was a kid and had no worries. Christ even said that unless we become like children we can not enter in to heaven. So I have to remember that I should worry less and enjoy more. Don't live for what is to come, but be in the present and engage life, after all it is a gift from God. Truly families are what make today and everyday worth while, with out them how dull would the world be? I am looking forward to sharing food, fun and events all month long and hope to be blessed by everyone.

Day 120 - Why we do things.

I read the Gold-Medal Effort Daily Bread sermon today and it gave me a chance to reflect on my life and recent activities. Like most people I lead a busy life, but try to maintain a semblance of balance. Work takes up a large portion of my time and so it should for it is my duty and privilege to support my household. Normal chores, like shopping, groceries and laundry take up time as well. Spending time with my family also is sometimes difficult, I have a very large family. I also enjoy fellowshipping with my church family on Fridays and Sundays. That being said I have to consider if I spend enough of the time doing things for my glory or the glory of God? Don't get me wrong; I do volunteer twice a week with Community Connections, but I have to ask if that is really enough. I mean what does God think about it? Is it enough? Is that how he measures? Maybe we can do everything, for the Glory of God even our chores?

My life can become a whirl wind sometimes, and I think that at times God gets lost in the shuffle. Perhaps it is not what you do that matters, but the motive behind what you do. From now on I will make an extra effort to bring him into every detail of my life. After all isn't that what Christ did, and aren't we also called to take up our cross and die daily? It should be not I but Christ in me that lives. And if I involve him in all aspects of my life won't that impact all of those I love around me? and all of those I should love? The truth of the matter is; as I see it, is that if we do everything down to the smallest thing with the mindset of glorifying God won't we in turn find blessing and bless everyone around us?

All good questions, let's see how it works.

Day 119 - Joy

A study in my recent joy and where is comes from.

A small three letter word and yet much weightier I think than the sum of it’s total letters. Much like God, G_O_D, J_O_Y embodies more than just the environment or current circumstance that we find ourselves. It is not a thing to be had, but an experience that is well, experienced. And this experience is something that only God can gift to you.

Here are a few verses, which show us the origin of Joy.

Ecclesiastes 2:26 (King James Version)

 For God giveth to a man that is good in his sight wisdom, and knowledge, and joy: but to the sinner he giveth travail, to gather and to heap up, that he may give to him that is good before God. This also is vanity and vexation of spirit.

Psalm 35:9 (King James Version)

 And my soul shall be joyful in the LORD: it shall rejoice in his salvation.

Matthew 25:21 (King James Version)

His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

Now I know what you are thinking, But Ed I am happy all the time, I know how to have fun and get enjoyment out of life.

But here is the thing about happiness; it’s based on external factors. Activities, Outings, group events. You know things like snow tubing. By the way Merna and I had a blast.

Things like this are fun; but they are also time based and fade, kind of like our memories. Joy; on the other hand, much like God is not. Joy is everlasting, unchanging, and irrevocable and originates from God and is contained within us.

Luke 2:10 (King James Version)

 And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.

Luke 1:14 (King James Version)

 And thou shalt have joy and gladness; and many shall rejoice at his birth.

Matthew 13:44 (King James Version)

 Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field; the which when a man hath found, he hideth, and for joy thereof goeth and selleth all that he hath, and buyeth that field.

Let me put it to you this way. Happiness is a worldly concept, where we are primarily concerned with ourselves and how we feel. Thinking like this can consume our lives with the false need to fill our days with pleasures of the flesh. The problem with this way of behavior is that we being sinners are never satisfied. Enough is really never enough and the satisfaction of happiness is fleeting.

James 1:14-17 (King James Version)

 But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.

 Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death.

 Do not err, my beloved brethren.

 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.

Joy on the other hand is a gift from God and is not made to satisfy the flesh but the spirit. You may ask yourselves how will I know if I have Joy and I am hear to tell you that most of you have it already. Joy is a gift of the spirit and is imparted at the time of conversion.

Romans 14:17 (King James Version)

 For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.

So if you have received Christ, you have also received his Spirit and the gifts of the Spirit which include Joy. I remember when first asked the Lord to come into my life and truly repented of my sin and asked him to cleanse my heart. What an experience I felt a sense of relief, gratefulness, purity and the overwhelming sense of heartache and joy. Tears streamed down my face and it was as if my heart was going to burst.

This is the feeling or JOY I am referring to. Only when our hearts are emptied sin and the things of the world do we truly experience the Holy Spirit and the awesome gift of Joy, which he brings.

Galatians 5:22-25 (King James Version)

 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

The amount of Joy that we experience increases the deeper we seat ourselves within Christ. And unlike Happiness, Joy originates from within and emanates outward affecting those we interact with. Our Joy is found in Christ and the sharing of his hope. Like Moses and the glow of his face, we as fellow brothers and sisters have the ability to also restore one another’s Joy. So at times when we gather, let us build up and exhort one another and ensure we are all walking in the Joy of true love, his love.

Hebrews 10:25 (King James Version)

 Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.

Philippians 2:1-5 (King James Version)

If there be therefore any consolation in Christ, if any comfort of love, if any fellowship of the Spirit, if any bowels and mercies,

Fulfil ye my joy, that ye be likeminded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind.

Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves.

Look not every man on his own things, but every man also on the things of others.

Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus:

John 15:10-12 (King James Version)

If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love.

These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.

This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you.

Day 116 - Converge Fun "Over Comers, We gonna get you suckers!"

Fantasic night last night, we had a blast at Converge. Team Joy rocked the house. It is so great to be able to have fun with a group of people that large with no drama. Converge truly is a family affair, even people not on our team helped out with the clean up. We could not know a better group of people. They who say the Christians can't have fun, have never met this up beat group. The food and music was great but best of all was the fellowship.

This is what Church is all about, the sharing of the same view, the expression of group worship, the dynamic of the Holy Spirit ministering to all invovled. Truly when two or more are gathered you are there. Thank you Jesus, for blessing us all and give us a new life and family.

To those on my team, good job guys. They may as well give us the prize, watch out because we are serving again in June and "Over Comers, We gonna get you suckers!"

Day -115 Instruction Manual

Have you ever felt lost some days, like everything you do or touch just seems to go wrong? I know that I have. Not as much as I used too, but it has happened. I think the reason why we all feel this way is because of our distance from our creator. I mean how can you know where you are going if you don't know where you came from or where you are going? I mean it is like driving with out a map. This fundamental question is answered only on a profound personal level and is usually discovered through faith in God. I know that for me, this is true. Now this takes care of the beginning and the end, but what about the middle, the journey? What do I do until the end? I mean my life is a little more complex than a car. Well guess what, just like a car the best way to figure out how to maintain it during it's life span is to read the instruction manual.

The manual I am referring to is the Bible. The more I study it the simpler my life seems to get. I can not remember ever reading it and putting it down without gaining some sort of insight or understanding about my own life. The key is not only the basic reading of this manual, but the follow through. I mean everyone knows that you need to change the oil in their car, but you still have to be proactive and do it. Not only do we need to do it but also on a regularly scheduled basis. My life just like a car needs regular check ups, continual upgrades and maintenance. Reading the Bible on a daily basis brings me stability and smoother ride. Like a road map that points out all the traffic jams and dangerous areas, the Bible also shows me how to get through life with as little bumps and accidents as possible.

There is also a peace that comes over me when I remain in the word which eliminates anxiousness. Kind of like driving at night on a dark road; high beams reveal the hazards, so too does the bible with our lives. Being able to see where you are going takes away fear and helps you to enjoy the ride (life). So as I continue my life's journey I will continue to refer to the manual and make sure the this spiritual vehicle withstands the effects of  the world and time.

Day 114 - Bountiful Blessings

My heart still aches for Japan http://www.crashjapan.com/. My blessings are as bountiful as the stars, may my eyes remain in perspective so I can always see their light. This verse says it all.

Psalms 23

¹The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
 ²He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
 ³He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
 ⁴Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
 ⁵Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
 ⁶Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

Day 113 - Peace

Well I finally made it home, what a day. Instead of my normal get up and go to the office, I headed out to attend two seminars today, which means driving in the snowy conditions. To say the least it is a mess out there. I thought this morning was bad with the two bus four car accident I saw, but now it is just getting ridiculous. I just saw a tractor trailer that can't get through an intersection and is blocking the west bound lanes at Lawrence and McCowan.

Let me tell you me and God and I were tight today, both coming and going. Okay God was tight with me today and I tried to keep up. Hey wait a minute come to think of it I was pretty much at ease driving today. I guess that's because I had the peace that passes all understanding. That is to say, I have found that worry and anxiety have just about vanished from my daily life. Oh sure I get the odd quick shock factor cringe, but nothing that really impacts my day or decisions.

I started to think about why on the way home. I only came up with one answer, peace. I even asked myself, how come things are so different now? and when did this happen? To be honest I don't know, it just did. I do have some clue that it has to do with this blog and reflecting on my blessings everyday and also being in the word when ever I can. I just hope that in the midst of all these blessing and peace that I don't get comfortable and think that I deserve this.

You see there are two types of spiritual growth; one occurs with daily life and happens inch by inch, the other is a rapid trial by fire kind. Most times this trial by fire happens because we think we did something to affect our current status and affluence. Let me tell you I don't want that. So it is my prayer that my humility will continue to expand and that the Grace shown to me by Christ Jesus, I can likewise extend to others.

In the mean time I thank God for providing this new found peace and will continue to abide in his word.

Day 112 - Social Media

Social Media is a new and popular concept and fostering a new wave of communication. It seems as if everyone is jumping on to the bandwagon. There are varied opinions on it affect on the general populous and it impact. I agree that one must always guard themselves from external influence, and that the bible even mentions to “Guard your mind.” I believe that when used with moderation; as with all things, this form of contact can be good even great.

As with all forms of communication, whom you come in to contact and association with is the main driving factor. Since I wanted it to be a source of exhortation, uplifting and words of timely wisdom and insight, I have made sure that those I follow are like-minded. Now through twitter, facebook and numerous other blogs and media, I am kept up to date with the pulse of my fellow Christians and community. Sometimes I receive messages of needs, notes on events and news and at other times words needed to be heard at the right moment. Overall the experience has been a positive one.

So if you are looking for a new way to connect, be encouraged and share your thoughts with others why not give twitter or blogging a try. After all your problems and eventual solution may help a friend in need.

Day 111 - My Wife

I watched a movie with my wife yesterday called Ice Castle. It is based on a true story about a young woman, a skater who became blind and overcame obstacles, both physical and mental and became a champion. Needless to say this tale had a deep meaning for both of us.

For you see we both have different perspectives of who she is, my wife I mean. For those of you who don't know Merna, she is an unstoppable force. If she is interested in anything or wonders about something, it is very rare that she will let anyone or any circumstance prevent her from trying or doing whatever it is she wants. This woman has taught herself how to play the piano, how to play harmonica, gone skiing, gone snow tubing, wants to drive, wants to skydive, learned to appreciate sushi and eat it with chopsticks, loves to cook and create, and helps everyone she meets. I yeah I forgot to mention the crochets.

When we first met I thought that this girl is crazy, she extends her trust way to easily to others. But I soon learned that this was her way of connecting with others and that she truly cared and wish to make a difference in the lives of those around her. It seemed to be her duty to lift those up around her and care for those others ignored. Once I figured her out I realized that she sees more than most because, instead of her eyes she uses her heart. And let me tell you her heart, sees all and cares for all, that is why she is my hero. Her strength is immense and she has a courage unmatched. Not to say that she is never afraid, but she would never let it prevent her from doing what she perceives as the right thing.

So until I climb a mountain or lift a car with my own very hands, my feats of accomplishment will pale, compared to hers. For it is not how much God has given us alone that defines us, but what we accomplish with those talents that matter. My wife has certainly attained; in this man's eyes at least, the highest award possible, the Gold Metal of life. For she daily exercises what God has given her, with out excuse with Grace and Dignity.

Day 110 - Saturday & Sunday

Yesterday was a little crazy busy and blogging kind of slipped my mind. However that does not mean that I am not thankful. Once again his hand was evident through our day. His economics as usual are crazy cool and unexpected. More free furniture came our way this weekend and don't ask me how, but all of our bills are paid even though the big trip is almost here. The Holy Land, just thinking about it brings a smile to my face and a sense of expectation. Merna and I are so excited. Church was fantastic, it is great to mix it up sometimes and go on a Saturday, you get to meet different people.

Since I missed yesterday I am going to publish today along with it. Merna and I are sorting through our wedding photos so we can share them with family when we go to the Middle East. It is nice and quite and spending time with her doing this means everything to her. People sometimes ask me if I am blessed and I usually respond, "Have you met my wife?" Truly I am a man who has the Lords favour, as undeserved as it maybe. As always my thoughts drift to Japan this morning along with prayers for the people and country. A broken world sadly sometimes erupts in unexpected ways, my hope for a better tomorrow and things to come is greatly increased with each new incident. Thank God that one day he will wipe away all tears, but until then we are called to let our let shine. So I will do his bidding until then, God have mercy on us all. Amen.

Day 109 - Forgiveness

I just finished praying through all of my life, what a great feeling. At first I didn't know what to be thankful for today or the topic of this blog, so I went back to the source.

The Holy Spirit, the Bible says, makes intercessions for us when we do not know how to pray or what to ask for. Today I was prompted to seek freedom. Freedom from my past and the perceived injuries and hurt I have received from others throughout my life. I guess it was time to throw out some garbage. I mean how can you be filled with the spirit if your heart is harbouring bitterness, anger, hurt or even fear?

The process of forgiveness works in two ways, it frees the injured and the source. PS most time the source has no clue of the injury. As the Word states, "For all have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God," and " By the same measure we meet other, we also shall be measured."

Since Christ who paid the price of the cross is the source of all forgiveness and extended this Grace to me, how can I; being sinful, not do the same for another? Are we not all lost, broken and in need? Truly is the Lamb; and him alone, worthy of all the Praise, the Glory, and the Honour. Lord forgive me today for the standard by which I measure others,  that I would not hold myself up to.

Day 108 - GPS (God's Personal Salvation)

I noticed a little bit of a trend last night at the mid-week Meeting Place sermon. For the last two weeks it seems as if everything that I am studying in the Bible has been preached back to me. I have been reading a lot of Revelations and there is James MacDonald from Walk in the Word on the radio preaching on the same subject. I am writing and studying about Joy and there is James MacDonald from Walk in the Word on the DVD I watched last night speaking on the same topic. Yesterday I blog about being a good steward and servant with the things God blesses me with and there is Dwight Anderson from APC teaching from first Corinthians and building a healthy church by being good stewards and being humble for everything we have does it not come from the Lord?

And so it has been for two weeks, I study and it comes back in greater depth to me. It is like the bible is sowing seeds of understanding within my heart and other servants of Christ are watering. I tell you what I can't wait to see, the increase. I feel like I am on track and that if I continue following GPS (God's Personal Salvation) the destination is going to be fantastic. Just to be a part of something that is working towards a greater goal, like the APC body of Christ is a Joy.

Day 107 - A new time

Well we are into day four of the new time change and let me tell you I am having trouble adjusting to it. My sleep as of late has been a little off. It is amazing how much sleep can impact the overall health and functioning of the body. This little hiccup in my routine has pointed out how lucky I truly am. For the most part this year, I have been healthy and sickness free. My sleep has been quite peaceful and un-interrupted as well.

Don't ask me how it is possible, but I feel great. If I look back on the last couple of months, I have been able to accomplish more than I have anticipated. My involvement in church and community have increased and I feel like my home life is also been enriched. I hope that I can continue to share these blessings with those around me and serve with greater commitment. Of course I must also continue to give thanks unto the Lord for he is the provider of everything. In Leviticus 20-23 it describes the Feasts and Sabbaths of the Lord in which gratitude and thankful celebrations occur. This reminds me that no matter what time of year, that what must come first is the acknowledgement of his provision.

We are all called to be good stewards of his abundance, may I remember daily that I am more than my possessions, which I do not own. And that I will be held to accountable on how I used them. May I share both them and my hope as well with those I come into contact to day. Amen.

Day 106 - Slow Down

Phones ringing, computers beeping, and ears are peppered with questions. More than ever before our days, hours, minutes and seconds seem to be squeezed to the maximum. Interruptions are now the norm and instant answers and replies are considered a reasonable request. It is no wonder that our minds are trained to be impatient and we are easily frustrated.

Mondays for me seem to be the calmest of days and my best opportunity to slow down reassess and rest. Like a car that is only driven at 100km an hour, sometimes it is hard to gear down and do 50 or 60km. But in order to be healthy in both mind in spirit that is what we should all be doing at least once a week so we don’t over heat.

How can we maintain perspective on our lives if we are never moving slow enough to notice the details? The easiest way I have found to implement this is daily prayer, reflection and meditation. It focuses me on what really matters and gives me an opportunity to breathe and reset my compass. After all, we are on a journey and if you don’t check your course from time to time you may end up in the wrong place.

This past week has been difficult for me as I come to the realization that no matter how much effort I employ it is not enough to get me to my destination. At some point I will have to rely on another, Christ. So this new perspective of giving each day more and more to him is difficult; after all, “I want”, is the natural urge in everyone. Satisfying ones own desires and perceived needs, is an issue we cannot overcome alone. The Holy Spirit within us must be given control and we must take the passengers seat.

But as the word declares, “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” Philippians 4:13 (King James Version). And I will have patience, abide in the word and continue putting one foot in front of the other, learning to follow and not lead. Submitting my will to the Father who promises “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28 (King James Version).

Day 105 - Back to Basics

For plentiful food.

For abundant clean water.

For shelter I enjoy.

Clothing on my back.

The air I breathe.

The freedom I enjoy.

The beautiful environment I live in.

May the Lord always reveal his goodness and blessings to me so I will never complain about my circumstances. May my perspective grow and reflect reality more each day.

Day 104 - Skipped

In the wake of the current tragedy that is Japan, my blessings are self evident and need no fan fare.

Day 103 - Aftershock

Like most people I can only imagine what is happening on the other side of the world. Japan is on my mind like most of the people who care for others. All I can say is that I am; what is the word, inexperienced with this kind of devastation. I feel helpless because I so wish that there is something I could do to help. But man has his limitation, so I will have to leave it up to God to put the right people in the right place at the right time. And I will pray that when I am found at that time and that place where I can help, that I do, and well. For now my prayers and thoughts will remain on Japan, as they did for Haiti and do for Guatemala.

People are suffering in this world in both the psychical and spiritual, so I shout out into the dark void to others to shine their light while you can. Help others now, don't wait for the calamity. Lord humble me today to see the needs that surround me. Show me how to serve others instead of myself, teach me to love unconditionally as your Son and never let me loose the ache of tragedy that motivates and softens my heart.

Love one another with truth and expanse today, you are smaller than you think and whatever that thing is that you thought was so big that it would ruin your day, put it into perspective. I thank God for all I have, and hope that I remember not to complain about the little things, like rain, slow traffic, a bruised ego. Remind me that others, and other situations are far more grave than mine. Teach me thy ways Lord and deliver me from mine iniquity. May my actions Glorify and show others a better way, your way in Jesus name, Amen.

Day 102 - Conversations

Well I got to church early yesterday in order to help with the Community Connections crew last night. As usual I was early and while I was waiting for my fellow workers, I met two ladies in the lobby of the church.

We exchanged pleasantries and discussed the weather at first, but it didn't take long for the subject matter to change. It is curious to me how easily a group of believers can just jump into a discussion with each other about the world and our place in it. God, just in case you missed it and his return was the general topic along with side notes on the worldly chaos of the day. The conversation was very in depth and full of insight from all three parties including myself.

Like me, both of the ladies had stories of God's goodness to them. It occurred to me later that this is why we gather and the exact purpose of the Church. We are called to share one with another ,God's goodness, our stories and our lives. This sharing was done in an atmosphere of respect, openness and without judgement and did not feel strange or out of place. But if you  tried to have the same discussion with a non-believer I am sure the discussion would not be as smooth as it was, but choppy and abrupt full of justifications.

My thought is simply this, what if that same atmosphere could be brought to every conversation we had? I mean I even had the comfort to show one of them some of my most recent writing regarding a biblical topic and was open to their critiquing. I just met this person, they read my writing and commented on how it could be better and asked me questions which challenged some of the topics. I never got upset and was not offended in anyway. I took the input with grace. I guess that was the key to our conversation, that grace was extended by each of us to one another.

Now because we were all believers in Christ and have within us his Holy Spirit I guess that it is easier to extend them grace then a non-Christian. However that being said as a Christian I believe that we are called to extended grace always to all people, it was just easier to do in this case because of our shared belief. I am grateful to have met these ladies and believe that it was a good lesson for me to discover and one I hope I can put to practice from here on.

Day One Hundred & One - The Art of making friends.

It been a long time since I have been in the playground or at school, I won’t tell you the number of years. But needless to say after high school most people have connected with the friends that they will have for the rest of their life. Sometimes people can connect with co-workers but that is very seldom, because after spending eight plus hours a day with someone it is usually time for a break.

But I am here to let you in on a little secret, I found a way to make friends in the later part of my life. How you ask? Through my church APC, and a greater bunch of people you cannot find. Heck some of these people are more like family. It has to be the atmosphere and transparency, which is tangible in the halls. These people are genuine and really care, not just about themselves but others. The fact that Christ is present and his spirit is moving within plays a large part.

As they say you are defined by the people you associate with. So I advise that if you need an attitude adjustment or a boost, visit your local church. For me I will continue to try and exercise my new attitude and focus on others instead of myself. For when the whole body of Christ does this, none are found to be lacking. Strangely enough, when you start off trying to bless others, it usually backfires (you get blessed as well). So join a small group, extend yourself and help someone else and see how easy it is to make a new friend. As Jesus said “Follow me.”

Philippians 2:1-5 (King James Version)

If there be therefore any consolation in Christ, if any comfort of love, if any fellowship of the Spirit, if any bowels and mercies,

Fulfil ye my joy, that ye be likeminded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind.

Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves.

Look not every man on his own things, but every man also on the things of others.

Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus:

Day One Hundred - The Big Day

As I knew it would be a big day for day 100. The world is in turmoil here are just a few items that hit me before noon. There was a Church burning in Cairo as Muslims and Christian clashed with several dead. Continued unrest in Libya destabilizes the Middle East. In Russia one of the security offices is bombed. Thousands of dead fish wash up on shore in the US and a quake of 7.3 Magnitude hits of the coast of Japan triggering what is sure to be a large Tsunami.

The above is just a snap shot of a typical day and does not reflect the things I am thankful for. The news like the Earth Quake is a mere catalyst for the magnitude of my gratefulness. For when your foundation is built upon the rock nothing can shake you, but it can snap things in to sharper focus. God reigns and always will and even though we don't like to think about it he and his judgement are coming. His Son came once to die for sinners like me and paid the price for our iniquity and he will do so again but with this time he brings wrath. For those who are saved this is their hope on which our lives our built. We will be united with the one who gave it all and loves us like no other can.

With the world in chaos and those all around doing what seems right in their own eyes; just like in the times of Noah, it is no surprise that the escalation of the worlds decline is so evident.  The bible mentions a great falling away from those who are of the faith and I for one am glad to be a part of APC. This bible believing church not only talks the talk, but walks the walk. Their outreach to the community and dedication to the truth of the word is self evident. I am please to be a part of this body of Christ and will continue to apply my self in the service of the Lord when and where I can. For soon there will come a day when no man can work.

As for me, I am thankful for my many blessings, my home, job, wife, family, church. All of which have been given me from his gracious hand. May I choose wisely today, and do what pleases him with what he has in trusted.

Day Ninetynine - Prayer for me

With my upcoming trip to the Middle East you would figure I would be a little concerned even nervous, but despite the upheaval I am really looking forward to the trip. Just the thought of being able to see what Jesus saw, walk where he walked and experience the environment he did is exciting. I am hoping that this will be another one of those life altering events.

It is funny but looking back at my life I can see the moments of change, each one with the fingerprints of the Lord. Just a few years a go for an example, my family seemed to be splintered and at odds with one another, today it is much different. What a blessing to have all of my family talking with one another, and relearning to live in relative harmony. It just goes to show you how forgiveness and love are truly powerful.

My life's journey has not always been smooth and I have not always made the right decisions. But my faith is in the saving Grace of Christ, and remaining in the word will help me stay on the right path. Thank God that I will be judged not of my own works, but by the righteousness of Jesus who took on the sins of the world, including mine and gave me a new hope, life and character. May his work on me continue and bring forth much fruit I pray, and may his will supplant mine on a daily basis.

May I become the person he wants me to be, so that his glory and not my ego or pride be evident. Amen.

Day Ninetyeight - Reflection

Well I am only two days away from the 100th day of blogging. I can't really believe that it has gone by so fast. What started off as a self reminder and a perspective adjuster has turned into something else. I am not sure exactly how to explain it, but the blog helps me to reflect on daily events and shows me how to move forward in a positive manner. Change is the main objective and that is certainly one of the spin offs that is occurring.

The idea to begin this blog came from a James MacDonald's teaching during one of the Walk in the Word broadcasts. He made a challenge to the audience to start a journal in order to gain a new perspective and have the ability to look back and analyze the change occurring in daily life. I just thought it made sense to do it electronically and share it with my fellow APCers.

Of course I do have days which are not the best, but part of the process is not dwelling on the falls in life. We are called to pick ourselves up and continue on the road of spiritual growth. My prayer life has improved and I am now involved with more ministry and my walk in the word continues to increase. Overall I would say that this is accomplishing more than I imagined and so I will press onward and continue.

Day Ninetyseven - Weather Weekend

Well blog once again we have a late entry. But I must say I am having a blast this weekend and it seems like it is just getting better. From date night at APC's "Who Dun It" dinner to the shopping and fun the wife and I are having cooking in the kitchen. That's baked Ziti for all looking in, get your minds in the right place.

I woke up this morning and to my surprise my beloved winter weather was back, some how it changed from grey and rain yesterday to a winter wonderland. As usual I enjoyed shoveling my drive way and the mother in laws, don't tell anyone but it is one of my favorite things. The snow is so clean and peaceful.

Now that the afternoon is here I am looking forward to one of my other passions, cooking! After the lunch, baked Ziti comes my very first Arabic style meatloaf. It sounds so good and I can't wait. In the meantime I picked up a couple of movies for the wife and I to shared over a good helping of laughter. We both have been going over drive and this is a chance to take a break and spend quality time together which is really needed and appreciated by both of us.

Currently Jazz music and the smell of lunch is drifting into the room so for now I will just thank God for my wonderful life, wife food and peace and say goodbye for today.

Day Ninetysix - The Next Evolution

After a discussion with a friend last night, I think that my Blog postings need to go to the next evolutionary stage of not just listing some inactive, disconnected items, but tell a story. The hope is that the story will encourage others to share and break bonds within their own lives and perhaps allow them to do the same by telling their own stories. I am not sure how long I can keep this up but I guess it is worth at least try. All the items for which I am thankful for will be highlighted to add the necessary emphasis.

This morning started a little late but I did get a chance to open the Community paper and read about 3-4 stories regarding food distribution by charities in the city of Toronto. It got me to thinking that not only am I grateful to have enough food for my family, but also have the opportunity to work with some wonderful people who share their time as a part of Community Connections. For those unaware Community Connections is a ministry which APC has been involved with for over 10 years twice a week, which delivers food to the Baymills and Chester Lee in the Scarborough Area.

Every week these faithful few not only provide warm meals and groceries, but also a friendly and deep concern for their well being. Sister Gloria has known some of these people for quite sometime and when they miss a week is keenly aware that perhaps they require additional attention and concern. What can I say other than God works, as always in mysterious ways. I have only been with the group a short time but feel like I have been the one blessed and in a away set free. It is my hope that I can, with time share what God has done for me with some of the people we currently serve.

One of the articles I read today was specifically mentioning a service for the elder population within the area and because I live with a senior this of course spoke directly to me. I hope that my sharing these type of things with my church family will bring about a new awareness and positive action. If anyone is interested in volunteering or learning more please feel free to send me an email. In the meantime enjoy your weekend and remember that when you help some one you are not just fulfilling a need, but also scripture and bringing Glory to God.

Day Ninetyfive

I just realized that I have been spelling Ninety wrong, must be that I am a little tired in the mornings. Anyway, even though I feel like I am moving through the mud this morning I still have plenty to be grateful for and I can't see an end to it any time soon.

1) For every new day is a new celebration.
2) The opportunity to be a part of someone life.
3) Ability to share my hope and dreams with friends.
4) The two days a week I get off, yahoo the weekend is here.
5) Anticipation for our upcoming trip and adventure.
6) I had to add this one for Merna, the Lord who is ever faithful and guides us everyday, now, in the present. He is not just lofty and uninvolved. My God is hands on and working miracles everyday. Let those with ears hear and those with eyes see.

Day Ninetyfour - Dawning of a new day

1) There is still time for others to repent before the dawn of the wrath of God.
2) I have another day to serve for the Lord.
3) This is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.
4) As a son of the living God I do not need to be satisfy with mere happiness; but everlasting joy is mine.
5) I foundation my life on Christ, not money or chattel and therefore I fear nothing and cannot be move. All I need my father in heaven provides. AMEN

Psalms 55:22 Cast thy burdens upon the Lord and he will sustain you, he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.

Isaiah 54:17 No weapon formed against me shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against you in judgement, thou shalt condemn. For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me saith the Lord.

Day Ninetythree

1) The opportunity to help out again with the Community Connections ministry. What a blessing to the community. What godly women, truly they are servants who show love one to another.
2) For understanding from family members who support my need to be apart of the Lords work.
3) My growth and reliance in the word of God.
4) Contentment in my life, how rich has he made me. How abundant is my life, I am amazed at his mercy and grace.
5) Chances to share my hope in Christ and his strength and promises which wipes away all my fear.

Day Ninetytwo

1) Glad that the work day is over.
2) I get to work with the Community Connections Crew tonight.
3) March is looking good for business.
4) I feel renewed.
5) Being in the word, really in the word feels great.