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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Day 240 Rough Start to Community Connections

Well last night was the beginning of the new season for the Community Connections outreach ministry into the Chester Le Community. We were well received as always, but the numbers were a little bit down probably due to the summer holidays and activities. I had the privilege of giving the opening prayer and had a nice time catching up with the regulars and meeting a few new people as well. Things seemed to be moving along quite well until we went to leave. That is when we ran into some trouble, the bus refused to start. After several attempts at getting the bus to turn over we decide to get the church van and try to boost it. That too failed to work and we were forced to abandon the bus and return via the van.

All that being said, I think all the parties involved show the character to persever and overcome any obstacle and worked great as a team. Who knows maybe that was God's plan all along. I can't stress enough how much this ministry means to me and even more so now.

I have been reading James and studying on how to be in the spirit more and developing my faith. I find it interesting that it has been mirroring my life as of late. James MacDonald one of my favorite ministers said, Faith is the switch to gain access to the power of the spirit." and I believe it. The whole Bible is filled with the benefits of faith and the fact that it is the core of Christianity. A good definition of faith would be "Believing the Word of God and acting on it no matter how I feel because God promises a good result."

The power of faith of course cannot be realize until it is combined with works, for faith on its own has no reward. This idea of faith being dead without works links in with ministry, not just Community Connections but every ministry. It boils down to loving thy neighbour as thy self and not living for your lusts alone. The Bible states in James 4 :17 Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin. Works aka ministry is our chance to Glorify God and bless him, honour his Son as well as reach and bless others. So for my part I Thank God for giving me an opportunity to use the talents he has provided to Glorify him through helping others. May the Community Connects Crew act as the Body of Christ in unison and show his true love and grace. Amen.

O yeah and if anyone can donate a bus to the church that would be fantastic. This ministry reaches about 200 people per week.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Day 239 Choice

As with all of us I have a past, some are more spotted with disappointment than others. The good news is, that it doesn't have to be for the rest of your life. If you don't like who you are with all of that baggage then we have an option, a choice. The choice we all share and have an opportunity to choose, is forgiveness. Just like most things in life every choice has side effects. This one just happens to be a good one. We as humans have a very big problem and that my dear friend is carrying every past problem with us and letting it affect who we are in the present.

To stop this one must break the link between all that has happened in the past, and the only one to do that for us is Jesus Christ. His forgiveness knows no bounds, be it time or otherwise. Once you accept him your past can no longer hold you back unless of course you let it. As Jesus said in the Bible, come to me all who are weary and heavily laden and I will give you rest. That rest is available to all of us, no matter what burdens and past we carry. The choice is up to us, of course there is still one concern once you hand over all of this baggage. How do I keep from picking up more? Good point, well we are called to remain in the word aka Bible. The Bible is kind of like a text book on how to live your life and avoid all of the issues that may arise. The difference now that you accepted Christ is that you have a helper, his Holy Spirit. Not to say that you are now perfect, only that you are vouched for by God's son. The Spirit, the bible states will guide you into all truths, which means we don't have to make any more mistakes, isn't that great news.

The reason I chose to write this in my blog is because I am studying how to be more connected with the spirit to change for the better. I am learning how to live and listen to the spirit so I can understand and follow the Lords will. I mean come on, how well was I doing without him, look at all the luggage I left behind. Why not let the creator of the world guide you, he does know how it will all end anyway. He also knows the best you, you can be and how to get to that place. So for myself I chose to follow and express my gratitude for the grace shown to me through his son Jesus.

Day 238 Windows

Since Fall is almost upon us I have been working in overdrive the last week or so getting things in the house prepared for; that's right I said it winter. Our house is a little older than most and all of the windows are wooden and have a very fancy spring action built into the sides. As is typical in older homes most of our windows have been painted shut and no longer function in the way they were intended and maintenance has not been done for quite some time. So my job over the last couple of days has been to reverse engineer said window, take it apart clean and repair them and get them back into working order, and insulate the storm windows. O Yeah and I forgot that I have also been removing the old dry caulking that has shrunk away from were the window meets the brick, fun wow. To say that this job is easy would be a stretch, the front window alone took over two hours to complete.

That being said, I have the great satisfaction of getting a job done right and knowing that I will benefit in the long run. I also will know my wife is happy that we have cleaning working windows that she can now move without the use of a hammer. On top of this I am sure that our heat bill will be reduced and the house itself will look a little better than before. Since the summer began we have been working here and there on small and big projects and it is nice to finish up a few things. I know that this is an on going project and that it will never end as professed by my co-worker Jeff. But to tell you the truth I like the work and I think it is fun, I still remember the kick I got out of installing my first toilet. It is the small things in life that are worth the most, and I thank God for all that we have.

Day 237 Saturday

Saturday started like a typical weekend morning, early. To say that we run around on this day is a joke, it is more like foraging for supplies, thank God that we have such blessing. I can just image if we were as small as insects, I am sure we would be equated to a bee zipping from flower to flower looking for nectar. Throw in the laundry, stop at Walmart, hit the Home Depot, over to Arz and a brief stop at the Shoppers and last but not least M&M meats. Back at home we enjoy the burgers we picked up from the Real McCoy the only burger in Scarborough as far as I am concerned. A little door repair, attend APC's Saturday church service and then over to the Mother inlaws to drop off the borrowed car and some coffee and more fresh produce than we can handle from her garden. Let us just say that by the time we get home we are grateful that the day is nearly done and we look forward to a quieter Sunday.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Day 236 I Offer Poems To Show Thanks For My Wife

Dozen


A dozen roses I do send,
To bring you a smile and not to offend.

Red and fragrant they do smell,
A feeling of endearment they do tell.

Vibrant and full of sentiment and life,
Chasing away the blues and any present strife.

A story given physical form,
Words of love meant to adorn.

In hopes of the sender to bring a smile,
To the one who receives them without guile.

And so the twelve are sent in place of one,
Full of grandeur, glee and fun.

Some would say it is an empty gesture,
For me it is meant to lift my true treasure.

Even though the dozen roses are nice,
Not even a thousand would suffice.

For gifts are only a token,
Of things unsaid and rarely spoken.

To which I end this poem with one last line.
My love for you is what I wish to give and let shine.

The Gardener


On my flower I do focus my care,
And provide increase through conscience word and deed.

At her beauty the world doth gape and stare,
My pleasure ever increased as I, you feed.

A skilled gardener a Husband must be,
Tender with pruning and full of goodly attention.

I bask and enjoy her full glory when bloomed is she,
And so with great pride and satisfaction, to my desert flower I pledge all my love and affection.

But to other men a warning I send, that thorns will appear in your life’s yard through disregard and neglection.

Little Kisses


Some are big and some are small,
But little kisses I like most of all.
Planted delicately on your cheek,
Cherished most of all when your are a sleep.
Missed through out my day,
They are brighter than any sunray.
Cozy warm and full of love,
Soft and gentle like a dove.
Given eagerly without reply,
Better than words, they cannot lie.
To you I give them with all my heart,
To my day I can think of no sweeter start.

One So Fair


What can I say to one so fair?
I thank the lord everyday for you in prayer.

A gift so great only one can compare,
Your inner beauty makes one stop and stare.

Kind in heart and larger in spirit,
A love so great I almost fear it.

What can I do to deserve such a gift?
What can I do or say to give her a lift?

Only return the same in kind,
An exchange of hearts, assurance signed.

To you I gladly give my pledge.
My love for you takes off, bird like from a ledge.

So if at times my words go awry,
Please remember it gets better with each new try.

What shall I liken thee unto?


What shall I liken thee unto?
How can I describe your attributes for you to truly see?

I could say that your heart is large it is beyond compare,
Always sympathetic showing remarkable care.

I could say that your mind is focused and steadfast,
Always thinking of ways to help others never dwelling on the past.

I could tell stories and regale crowds about your strength,
Always persevering, going the distance, going further than the prescribed length.

I could say that you have a quite old soul,
Full of understanding and virtue on the whole.

I could mention your work ethic and unstoppable hands,
Articles made with which are know not only here but also in other lands.

I could tell of your beauty both inside and out,
How you sparkle like a jewel and shine light all throughout.

I could tell you all these things, which are written in a language unable to describe,
Your true value to me with which I can claim ownership and declare with pride.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Day 235 The Power of Worship

On my way into work this morning I was once again enjoying talking to God. I find that it is only in the moments when I am alone and it is quite that I feel the closest with the father. It is in this place that not only does my mouth and mind sing, but my heart and spirit as well. As a result of this genuine communication, powerful emotions can rise up within me. I find that when I worship out loud without restraint that a sense of his presence is felt along with his spirit being stirred up within me. For those who do not believe in God or his son Jesus Christ this might all sound crazy, however this is what I would call a heart to heart conversation. As the words of song and praise are sung, they reinforce the fact that God is God and awesome in stature. That awareness further reminds you that you are not and that there is a huge gap between the two of you which was bridged by his Son on the cross. Of course as the understanding and realization of what Jesus did for me impresses itself upon my mind, emotions of gratitude mingled with sorrow and joy can overtake you. Once this happens I usually become incoherent at which point the spirit must do most of the communication with the father.

The Power of worship is this, that in the act of worship we gain perspective, reflection of what God and Jesus have done to save us from our sins and self as well as identifying things in the now that still need work along with the encouragement to continue. I also realize that I do not want anything to stand in the way between me and my father because I know that only in his presence can I experience pure joy and peace.

Day 233 Time with my wife

It was on Tuesday evening that I had the privilege to be alone with my wife at home, which does not happen too often. Both of us work a full day and find little time during the week to connect like we do on the weekends. So it was nice to be able to share some alone time with each other sharing and talking. That morning I actually sent her and email, letting her know that I couldn't wait until we were retired and then we can walk and talk and share more adventures with each other. I even said that she could visit a few stores for shopping, of course she laughed at the mention of "the few". I think I may be in for some trouble.

Anyway back to the topic of time and my wife. For those of you who do not know me time is a bigger commodity to me than money, which means I value it very highly and don't like to waste it. So for my wife and I to sit on the beach, take a walk or share sometime talking under a tree or in a cafe is very special to me. Her happiness and well being are important and she and I both deserve time in our relationship. I can't really express to you in written words why I like spending time with her, but put simply I love her. It not what we do together so much as the who we are doing it with. Sure we have fun together and laugh and argue just like everyone else, but where I think we are different is that we have accepted each other for who we really are. I don't have to hide the real me, which is great and relaxing. So time with my wife is kind of a break from the world and its expectations of me and I wouldn't trade it for any sum of money.

Sometimes things can be said better in a poem.

To my wife of now two hundred and twenty three days,
I send you from my craving heart its ever-beating waves.

Like a drum it keeps rhythm to the thoughts in my mind,
Visions of you float to the surface and with my conscience bind.

Unforgettable and memorable has been each passing day,
Words cannot express the fullness of love I wish to say.

Knowing that this world will some day come to an end,
Intensifies the affection that I have lovingly penned.

Great comfort is found in knowing that when all is said and done,
We two will be together always, between the dawn and setting sun.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Day 232 Lunch with my Brother

Monday I had lunch with my brother and let me say that it has been to long since we last connected. From the time I was a small boy I have loved and appreciated him; perhaps not some of the things he has done, but always him. When we were younger we used to go everywhere and do everything together, I am pretty sure that we were best friends. It was cool to know that I could always count on him to be by my side if and when I needed him. I remember whole summers playing hockey and biking around together. Don't get me wrong, life was not always smooth between us; like most boys we managed to find ourselves in trouble frequently. But that never changed our relationship.

Of course as we both grew up and got married and he now has a whole family to provide and care for of his own, time together seems to become less and less. Funny you think that would change the way I feel about him but it doesn't. I still believe that I can rely on him if I really need something and that is great to know. Having a brother is something that I have always been able to lean on and I don't think I can begin to understand life with out one. Of course I have more than one brother; and I am close with them all, but Dave is the one I grew up with and bonded with the most. Only three years separate us from each other, which means that we like a lot of the same things and hung out with the same people. I guess what I am trying to say is that I miss spending that kind of time with him, but appreciate the times we do have and I thank him for going to lunch with me. He is a great guy and I am proud to call him brother and friend and I can't wait for the next lunch.

Day 234 Miracles

Miracles in this day and age come on really? I mean in Jesus' time sure, but now with all this technology and science that surrounds us? That is how most think, that is the state in which we can find ourselves if we are not careful or observant. The world can sometimes overload our senses to the point where we stop seeing, noticing, and appreciating much of the miracles that surround us. Sure during times of intense stress or joy we once again peel back the veil from our eyes and see miracles, like during child birth, being rescued from a disaster or getting that job you know you weren't qualified for. But for the most part that daily reverence, that openness to God's creation has been stifled by the drone of the world, do more, have more, go faster, live life to the fullest, he who has the most toys wins.

That is why I am grateful for this morning's personal miracle or should I say miracles. That's right I experienced one today and hopefully every day until Christ returns. I witnesses a spectacular event this morning, to some it might seem dull or stupid but not to me. The sunrise that was orchestrated by God this morning made me stop dead in my tracks as I walked to work. I just stood there gazing at it beauty and kept repeating to myself that God had commanded this event to take shape, right here, right now. How awesome is that, the creator of the world command this large mass to spin around another in such a way as to provide warmth and light to our world and probable many more things that we will never understand.

My point is this when is the last time you paused to watch one unfold? Just like me I am sure that we pass things on a daily basis that could and should be celebrated and classified as miracles. After my first revelation of course, more followed, the trees, the birds even the flowers and the many differences. I even noticed that my breathing became a little deeper and more exploratory trying to take it all in. Creation is a daily miracle and wonder, so is the life that is in me and every living being. Joy should be in your heart always and I was glad for it to be in mine this morning. What a wonderful feeling to know that you are walking through and living in something your God created. That appreciation I hope I will never forget or take it for granted again. Find joy in the little things, for the things we find little are usually bigger than we think.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Day 231 Cooking

Because we went to Church on Saturday I was able to devote most of my time on Sunday to one of my favorite past times, cooking. There is just something wonderful about creating something that people can enjoy and benefit from. Of course I wouldn't do anything if it wasn't fun, but being in the kitchen has always been more than that for me. When I grew up as a kid my mom and brother and I had to stick to a very strict budget. As a result we didn't go out to eat that often and had to be inventive in the kitchen to keep thing interesting.

Now that I am on my own, that history has worked it's way into my kitchen. Not only do I mix strange things together in order to not waste food, I also experiment with every dish I cook. It does help that the Lord has blessed me with a mother inlaw with a wonderful garden and range of fresh produce. It also helps that I seem to have a skill for cooking and a taste to go with it. It is not uncommon for me to be found in my kitchen listening to jazz and preparing 3-4 meals at a time.

This past Sunday I made a wonderful beef stew, zucchini curry and a big batch of home made chicken wings and boy were they good and gone just as quick. My wife now accuses me of getting her hooked on hot sauce in the stew or soups. But no matter what I cook the ultimate thanks must go to God who provides not only the material but the talent as well.

Day 230 House Work

Saturday was great, I woke up early as usual and went straight to work. I cleaned out my garage and got it prepped for renovations and I also organized and cleaned up the work room. I finally reclaimed all of the material from the church benches and separated the garbage from the reusable wood. All in all I almost put in a whole workdays worth of work in. I didn't get a pay cheque, but instead I got the appreciation of my wife and everytime I go into the garage I have a great sense of accomplishment.

There were of course more items on my To Do list; but it does not diminish my joy in getting things done and there is always next Saturday.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Day 229 Random Non-musical Notes

Song:
Let my heart sing to the lord,
like a bird at the morning.
My heart sings to the Lord,
Like a flower responds to light.
My heart sings to the Lord,
For all his grace and glory.

Poem:
His Psalms speak to me and I must respond,
His words guide me and I must follow,
His revelations blind me to this world of greed,
His crucifixion frees me I must believe.

This is why I must change my mind for thoughts of his saving power are not enough. I must love from my heart and not my head.

Day 228 My Blog

Once again I am inspired to write about this blog and it's positive effect on my daily life. The reflection and meditation on those things which I am thankful for has changed not only my perspective by some of my behaviour patterns. Gratefulness has a lot of side effects and tends to temper all forms of communication with others. Patience and long suffering come as a result from being both content and thankful in all aspects of life.

The knowledge that God has brought all things into one's life for a reason, stops the blame game fairly quickly. Pride however, still raises its ugly head from time to time but for the most part this exercise has been a good one. As the days go by and I near my goal of a full year of blogging I wonder what I am going to do once day 365  gets here. I really like blogging and putting my thoughts down so I can revisit and review them. I can gauge my progress over the year and see an evolution of myself which is kind of cool.

Sometimes I find it difficult to start my daily entry, but as I type the thoughts just seem to flow onto the virtual paper. Today is Friday and once again I find my mind wandering toward this evening and the Converge group. We are scheduled to have a presentation on El Salvador and the mission trip which I think will impact the whole group and change not only the lives of those who went but those who hear and absorb the message, I can't wait. The only thing that would top this is if I was able to go, I do so miss the blessings of a mission trip. The whole concept is to go and help others and God in his fashion takes that concept and turns it on its head and blesses the giver as well as the receiver. There is no greater feeling than knowing you are where God wants you and doing what he wants, it's very liberating and fulfilling. May he be with those presenting this evening and may his will be done.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Day 227 Work

Very grateful today that I had the opportunity to meet with a large client. I know that some people are not really into their work, but I believe any job is more than just punching a card and always have. Things have been a little tough as of late in my industry but I am happy to say that I have high expectations of myself and will continue to work hard.

It is hard to believe but I have been with Datcom 15 years, that in itself is an accomplishment. The friendships I have made with some of my clients have been unexpected and great. I don't just consider myself a sales person, but an extension of my clients companies. In essence I view myself as a part of their team and company, my job is to find solutions that will help them in their daily commerce.

The feeling I get when a project is completed is fantastic, it is like I won a prize at the fair. After all every job well done is like a reference letter for me. And the fact that I still have a job in this competitive market place is a blessing from God.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Day 226 I am not!

I am thankful that I made it to the end of the work day. After spending time with family late last night and battling a bout of the toss and turns I am still alive. Grateful for my home, bed and a place to call my own. Having the ability to go to a place which is comfortable and welcoming is a privilege and a blessing. The chance to go to bed early instead of having to work two jobs just to make ends meet. People around me that care about my well being and the ability to converse with people at all is truly a blessing.

I am not isolated or alone, I am not homeless, or hungry, I am not struggling with making ends meet and I do not live in an abusive environment. For all these reasons I humbly said Thank you God and pray for those who are in these circumstances. Sometimes I think I have to much, may I always have a right perspective with regards to God's provisions.

Day 223 Guests

Saturday was a great day, accented by a visit from family from out of town. It is always nice to see family and friends that live a long distance away. It seems as if the further away and the less frequent you see someone the more you appreciate their company. Merna's Aunt and Uncle were in town from Washington for a few days and it gave us a chance to show them our house, sit down and have some food and coffee and catch up on family news.

Of course because our life is so full we also went over to my sisters to attend a BBQ for three of the kids Birthdays and on top of that we also had a chance to meet and great the Russian Contingency visiting Galina, my dad's wife who also recently celebrated a Birthday. It was nice to have them here to share in some family events. And despite the sun burns from the weekend beach stay I think they are having a great time.

Our weekends seem to be relatively the same with respect to running around and visiting, at times it can be tiring. But the point is that what we value in life should not be the things that we surround ourselves with but the people with which we share our lives.

Day 222 Friday Night's

I write this as I wait for the worship team at Converge. Friday is one of my favorite nights and I would rather be here that anywhere on a Friday. I still remember when that was not the case.

For those readers who don't know, Converge is a service at church aimed at post graduate people and designed to bring them together to share in the worship of God and enjoy life together. O Yeah and sometimes like tonight I have the privilege of running the sound board.

It is nice to be a part of something you believe in, I think that deep down everyone hopes and wants that human interaction. One with only the good stuff, you know like acceptance, friendship, a listening ear, understanding and all in a non-judgemental venue. Well that place is Converge.

Put simply we all have fallen short and know it, so for the most part we do what the Bible commands and encourage one another. I think that is what I like the most, people here are transparent,  real and caring. Seldom is there a mask or wall encountered, this allow for the genuine growth and birth of relationships.

This type of open relationship is just like the one we have with our God, to bad that this place was not everywhere and everyday. God bless Converge.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Day 225 A Study of what we should be thankful for

Today I did something a little different and searched the word (Bible) for what I should be thankful for. I mean here I am everyday typing out what I am thankful for with no real clue as to what I SHOULD be thankful for. I can't believe it took me 225 days to figure out that maybe I should check with the Lord's word. I mean how can I know his will or voice if I don't immerse myself in it. I should know by now that man's will (aka my) is not God's and that in order to please him I should consult with the word on everything. Even in something like this. If our actions are not really thought out, or focused on, then something like being thankful could easily be devalued or considered small. Once again my bad.

Well as a read through the scriptures I have found listed below and I notice a trend. We should be thankful for a lot of things that do not make my daily list, like his deeds, his goodness, his mercy, his name, his holiness and salvation. And another thing I noticed was the way in which we are to be thankful. Not grudgingly, but with joy and jubilation, with songs and praise, with shouts and music. Truly thankfulness as described here is to be more than just on the lips but also within the heart and intrinsically wrapped up with joy and celebration. I am just thankful to have discovered how to be more thankful.

2 Samuel 22:50
Therefore I will give thanks unto thee, O LORD, among the heathen, and I will sing praises unto thy name.
1 Chronicles 16:8
Give thanks unto the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the people.
1 Chronicles 16:34
O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever.
1 Chronicles 23:30
And to stand every morning to thank and praise the LORD, and likewise at even:
1 Chronicles 29:13
Now therefore, our God, we thank thee, and praise thy glorious name.
2 Chronicles 5:13
It came even to pass, as the trumpeters and singers were as one, to make one sound to be heard in praising and thanking the LORD; and when they lifted up their voice with the trumpets and cymbals and instruments of musick, and praised the LORD, saying, For he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever: that then the house was filled with a cloud, even the house of the LORD;
Psalm 26:7
That I may publish with the voice of thanksgiving, and tell of all thy wondrous works.
Psalm 30:4
Sing unto the LORD, O ye saints of his, and give thanks at the remembrance of his holiness.
Psalm 30:12
To the end that my glory may sing praise to thee, and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give thanks unto thee for ever.
Psalm 35:18
I will give thee thanks in the great congregation: I will praise thee among much people.
Psalm 50:14
Offer unto God thanksgiving; and pay thy vows unto the most High:
Psalm 69:30
I will praise the name of God with a song, and will magnify him with thanksgiving
Psalm 75:1
Unto thee, O God, do we give thanks, unto thee do we give thanks: for that thy name is near thy wondrous works declare.
Psalm 79:13
So we thy people and sheep of thy pasture will give thee thanks for ever: we will shew forth thy praise to all generations.
Psalm 92:1
IT IS A GOOD THING TO GIVE THANKS UNTO THE LORD, AND TO SING PRAISES UNTO THY NAME, O MOST HIGH:
Psalm 95:2
Let us come before his presence with thanksgiving, and make a joyful noise unto him with psalms.
Psalm 97:12
Rejoice in the LORD, ye righteous; and give thanks at the remembrance of his holiness.
Psalm 100:4
Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.
Psalm 106:1
Praise ye the LORD. O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever.
Psalm 107:1
O give thanks unto the LORD, for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever.
Psalm 107:22
And let them sacrifice the sacrifices of thanksgiving, and declare his works with rejoicing.
Psalm 116:17
I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and will call upon the name of the LORD.
Psalm 118:1
O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: because his mercy endureth for ever.
Psalm 118:29
O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever.

Psalm 140:13
Surely the righteous shall give thanks unto thy name: the upright shall dwell in thy presence.
Psalm 147:7
Sing unto the LORD with thanksgiving; sing praise upon the harp unto our God:
Jonah 2:9
But I will sacrifice unto thee with the voice of thanksgiving; I will pay that that I have vowed. Salvation is of the LORD.
Luke 10:21
In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit, and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes: even so, Father; for so it seemed good in thy sight.
1 Corinthians 15:57
But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ
2 Corinthians 2:14
Now thanks be unto God, which always causeth us to triumph in Christ, and maketh manifest the savour of his knowledge by us in every place.
2 Corinthians 4:15
For all things are for your sakes, that the abundant grace might through the thanksgiving of many redound to the glory of God.
2 Corinthians 9:11
Being enriched in every thing to all bountifulness, which causeth through us thanksgiving to God.
2 Corinthians 9:15
Thanks be unto God for his unspeakable gift.
Ephesians 5:4
Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks.
Ephesians 5:20
Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;
Philippians 4:6
Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
Colossians 2:7
Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been taught, abounding therein with thanksgiving.
Colossians 3:15
And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful.
Colossians 3:17
And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.
1 Thessalonians 5:18
In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.
Hebrews 13:15
By him therefore let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God continually, that is, the fruit of our lips giving thanks to his name.
Revelation 7:12
Saying, Amen: Blessing, and glory, and wisdom, and thanksgiving, and honour, and power, and might, be unto our God for ever and ever. Amen.
Revelation 11:17
Saying, We give thee thanks, O LORD God Almighty, which art, and wast, and art to come; because thou hast taken to thee thy great power, and hast reigned.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Day 221 Thankfulness is sometimes a choice

We have all had them, days which test our patience right? Well I had one yesterday and let me tell you it turned out great. What was that ,did I just say great? Yes great!

After retuning from my trip to Israel I was left with out a vehicle and happily returned to the riding of my bike to and from my place of work. It was great getting back into cycling, I felt better, weighed less and was having more fun and to be honest fewer responsibilities with out the van. This past week however I have had the fortune of my mother inlaws car due to some people being away for holidays for a short time. Since I kind of had some major running around to do; this was great. I of course have not had the chance to ride my bike or hit the tread mill so far this week, but that okay.

But back to yesterday. After a meeting across town I came back into the office to finish off the workday and catch upon some paperwork. Unknown to me the car was losing power the whole time I was driving, so when I stepped out of work and tried to start it, nothing happened. Thankfully, one of my co-workers was still there and was able to give me a boost. As I was driving home the battery indicator came on, so I knew that something was still wrong. So I parked the car in the driveway backwards just in case. Sure enough; the second I turned it off, it would not start again.

I made a few phone calls and had to wait for people to call me back. While I was waiting I got the time I needed to build our new patio set which had arrived the following day. Long story short, my brother’s wife was able to pick me up and drive me to the local Canadian Tire where I got some much needed advice and equipment. After cleaning the battery and contacts, getting another boost and driving around, I still got the same result, another battery indicator. I decide that I would, while the car was running drop it off at the repair shop and bus it home.

My wife who is always supportive came with me of course and told me that my mother inlaw had to take her husband to the doctors today and was out all day. Did you catch it, maybe not? My father inlaw is in a wheelchair and would have or could have been stranded when he went to the doctors. Because they were using another car they avoided the trouble that I encountered. Now many might say coincidence, I say God's unseen hand. The important part is that I remained calm in what I could have view as a trial and instead had the opportunity to thank and praise God in the end. Thankfulness is sometimes simply a matter of choice.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Day 220 Spoken Word

Have you ever been in a situation where you just feel like you have been backed into a corner and can't seem to find your way out? Well I have, many times and I don't know about you but I don't like it. Not only is it unpleasant and uncomfortable but also frustrating. I mean sometimes it just feels like you can't catch a break and that perhaps the world is against you. When I am caught in this kind of a situation it is possible that I might panic and do something I wouldn't normally do. It is at times like this that we can find ourselves very vulnerable and so instinctively we bolt.

In this mind frame many times we make the wrong choices, which is where I come to the point and say I want to make the right choice more often. The question is how is that possible, I mean you're being squeezed here, and options are getting limited. But just like when I am in the scenario, my perception is not always a reality. Our focus has been narrowed and fixated on a very small issue and not the big picture. This is what I need to work on, this moment when I would do anything to change a situation. Not easy and certainly very hard. But I must again turn to the Bible and God's words for the answer and the wisdom within.

The Bible states, that in every scenario or temptation that he will not do so beyond our capabilities and always provide an escape. That means that our primary reaction should be to seek the Lord first, which requires putting away that prideful concept that, "I can handle this," and ask him for guidance. Now I stink under pressure, so this lesson is something that I need to learn as quickly as possible. To humble oneself is not easy, but I have found something that helps me get into the right frame of mind.

Repeating memory verses, for me seems to set my mind at peace and strengthens me in my weakest moments. I have known this for some time and yet only realized today, that when spoken out load in times of struggle there can be found great comfort and strength. So I have come to the conclusion that once again the Bible has provided great guidance when suggesting hiding the Lord's words in my heart. Psalm 119:11
Thy word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against thee. Psalm 119:114 Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word. Psalm 119:50 This is my comfort in my affliction: for thy word hath quickened me. Psalm 119:76 Let, I pray thee, thy merciful kindness be for my comfort, according to thy word unto thy servant. Job 4:4 Thy words have upholden him that was falling, and thou hast strengthened the feeble knees. Psalm 19:14 Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.  Psalm 119:28 My soul melteth for heaviness: strengthen thou me according unto thy word.

God's Word is alive and active, it has great power and might in times of trouble. What other source should I go to first that would help me better or faster? None. So I will meditate upon the Lord and his Word and hide it in my heart and speak it aloud in times of trouble.



Day 219 Reprogramming

I don't know about the rest of the world, but I find that some days are harder than others. Most of the difficulties that I face seem to be self inflicted. And what I mean by that is my reaction to the world around me is what usually spoils my day. This is not to say that we should be ignoring the world and doing whatever we want, but rather change our outlook and use those things that frustrate us for good.

Lately I have been questioning why I seem to continue to repeat behaviour patterns which have a negative impact on myself and others. My conclusion is that my pre-programmed decision making process is flawed. Over the years I have been good at analyzing situations and having answers already stored in my brain before a scenario has crossed my path. And when a certain issue arises, whiz, boom, bam the answer is shot out automatically like a pinball machine. I don't know if you have ever seen Adam Sandler's "Click" movie where he uses a universal remote to fast forward unpleasant portions of his life, but basically what ends up happening is that the remote forwards itself. You see the remote learns or is programmed to fast forward in certain situations and the character ends up with a life full of meaningless material things and no friends or family or memories of meaning.

This behaviour in myself has back fired on me from time to time. Not that it is all bad, in some circumstances and in emergency situations it is good to have those pre-programmed actions in place. But moving forward removal of these auto responses is necessary.  The only way I know of changing this behaviour is by repetition and replacement. Slowing down is also a major key to altering this problem, as the years go by each day seems to speed up and more things are piled on our plates. I am no longer worried about what is happening now, but that which is coming down the road. We as a population have been focusing way too much on what will be or can be that we are missing what really is. And in the process this can affect our reaction to the now.

I have chosen to follow the Bibles advice and reside in the word. For when I do so it seems to bring a calm to my day and mind allowing me to focus on things that are important and let go of those that are not. Somewhere along the way I have lost the art of relaxing in whatever circumstance I find myself. Paul who was in prison, isolated, probably hungry and tired still had the inner peace to write encouragement to the churches. In one such letter he mentions that he learned that in whatever state he found himself, he was content. It is my hope that this peace will soon be mine and that by really digging into and putting God's word into action will be the effective catalyst.

Monday, August 8, 2011

Day 218 Helping others

Very humbled today that I had the opportunity to help someone very close to me with some big issues. The fact that they felt comfortable with sharing so much was very touching. Having the privilege to speak into someone else's life is something special and does not happen everyday. Just the fact that they knew I was available was nice to know. Not that I have all of the answers by any means, but at least the history of being a good listener. At times like these I thank God for all of the things I have gone through in life including what most would be considered as bad. For it is the overcoming of these life obstacles that give each one of us the ability to take that which is not ideal for good. The whole conversation also concreted one thing for myself and that is my utter reliance on the lord for everything. For when the foundation of your life and everyday is on the immortal, unmovable and faithful God, you are prepared and can deal with whatever life may bring. Just to clarify this does not mean that nothing bad will happen to me just that I know he will be there to take me through the hard times just as he does the good.

Thank you Jesus for giving me a new life and understanding of building your house upon a rock.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Day 215 His Loving Kindness

My wife is legally blind or as some people choose to say vision impaired. As regular readers of my blog should know by now, I do not consider this in any way shape or form a disability or hindrance to her functioning as a normal person. I will say it again to emphasis my position, she sees more with her heart than most do with their eyes. And to set the record straight we all are disabled or have disabilities in some way shape or form. We are all made and formed by God above to serve his purposes. It maybe more evident as to why in some people, and not as much in others. My wife has a tender heart and tries to help everyone, including strangers, this is just who she is.

Now because God has made her this way, he also has provided her with some extraordinary help and courage. If you have met Merna you will know that there is nothing and I mean nothing this girl will not try even if she is afraid. This go gettem attitude can sometimes put her in what I would call a tight spot. Thank God it is not me, for my faith is not as tested or strong as my wife's. She has stories that would make your hair turn white, but in the end they always have the same result. God provides, is a simple as I can state it, whatever she needs. A helping hand here, a direction there, a coincidental ride home just in time. The miracles with this girl are endless. Many times she has recounted stories where she did not know which way to go, or if something or somewhere was safe, and as she is praying one of those beautiful angels steps in and shows God's faithfulness and blesses her. Now I know what you are thinking, all of these circumstances could not be angels and I would have to agree. However, there are at least three or four that definitely are, hands down no argument and for each and all I thank him.

For it states in the Bible Isaiah 42:16 King James Version (KJV)  16And I will bring the blind by a way that they knew not; I will lead them in paths that they have not known: I will make darkness light before them, and crooked things straight. These things will I do unto them, and not forsake them.  

As I sit typing this blog, my heart is softened toward my wife and her special connection with the Almighty and the understanding that he cares deeply for her on a very personal level. And I pray that someday I will know that kind of reliant faith that my wife has, and be blessed with the same closeness to God. What a way to experience his loving kindness, what a blessing, what wonder, and what reward.

May God continue to watch over and protect her.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Day 214 Restoration

Once again I am thankful for the healing powers of sleep, I feel like a new man. And just as easy as I get physically drained I sometimes find myself spiritually drained as well. The key in getting over this hump is to remain in the word, just like sleep revives the body. The scriptures reawaken and enliven the soul, as the Bible states in Matthew 11:28 King James Version (KJV)  28Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

Lately I have been a little too concerned with my body than with my spirit and the results are easily seen. Sometimes it is hard to live a balanced life style, and doing what is right or best is often difficult. That is why daily devotions and prayer should be a part of every Christians day. For in every aspect in life it is the preparation for the difficult days that are the basis of our ability to cope. No one gets up in the morning and then runs a marathon without first training. In the same fashion, no one wakes up and finds himself untouched by the problems of the world. Daily exercise in the mind, body and spirit are required in order to strengthen the whole. And when that rough day comes you will be prepared to handle it because of your preparation.

So for me I intended to get back to work on being in God's word and listening to his Spirit and I encourage you to do the same. You can find many resources in my blogs link section if you need a point in the right direction.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Day 213 O give thanks unto the God of heaven for he is good.

Really tired today, I had difficulty sleeping last night. The only thing that kept me going was something I wrote after reading some of the Psalms of David. It is nice to rest upon the words of the Lord.

O give thanks unto the Lord.
Every minute of the day is a gift and every hour is a spiritual lift.
O give thanks unto the Lord.
For each day brings amazing grace and every moment a chance for us to embrace.

O give thanks unto the Lord.
For the righteous shall glory in his name and the upright shall dwell in his universal fame.
O give thanks unto the Lord.
His light displays the worlds darkness and his words are sustaining and timeless.

O give thanks unto the King of Kings, for his mercy endureth forever.
O give thanks unto the God of Gods, for his mercy endureth forever.
O give thanks to the Lord of Lords, for his mercy endureth forever.

O give thanks unto the God of heaven for he is good.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Day 212 Long Weekends

Can I just say that I love long weekends. I mean I can't think of anything negative about them at all. I got to spend more time with the wife, I BBQ, cleaned the house and got a chance to relax. I also got some much needed rest. I am ready for the workweek and with energy to spare. As I sit here thinking about all that what we did on the weekend, I am amazed at how long one extra day can make it feel. If this is how retirement feels bring it on. Just kidding, I am not close to retirement yet and besides I have a bunch of housework planned for this week and I look forward to getting it done by the weekend.

The comfort of a home is something that I hope I never take for granted. Just knowing it is there brings my mind a sense of ease. Besides what is a long weekend for if not to putter around the house? So until the next long weekend I guess I have to put up with running around and dream about the back yard.